Yeah it’s just an extreme fear of vulnerability. I don’t talk about my relationship with my trauma T either. I could email my T this, and she has said many times that it is okay if I am angry at her, but this feels unfair. it sucks that I am her last client, but she should make family time more important than an extra 10 minutes with me.

I don’t know. Maybe I’ll email her, because I know I won’t say it out loud.