It's ok @stahrgeyzer. Most people won't ever know how it feels dealing with the otherness within so many of us all around our beautiful Earth. Until they experience this "beyond place" themselves, they won't be able to understand how intricate (and beautiful) the deeper inner world really is. Anyway, that's how it seems to me. But I'm beginning to realize that there are many more of us than we were allowed to know, due to stigma & reluctant reporting. Please, keep reporting for the rest of us, who shy away, too much, from speaking outwardly about the inner world. God bless you, stahrgeyzer.