That does make sense, Kessa. It might be something about the shift in how we were relating to each other that is eating at me. I desperately want him as my THERAPIST - he's really good, and I feel safe with him. I know that I can't have him be my friend (outside the room) and have him be my therapist too, and I want him as my therapist. I liked playing Uno - but maybe it reminded me too much of the situation with the minister, and made me feel scared I would lose him as a therapist. Hmmmm.