((((((((((((((((((((( miss charlotte ))))))))))))))))))

Everything is so magnified in the T relationship, isn't it? I remember when T gave away my Friday appointment time, ONE TIME, I nearly lost it. The relationship is so intimate, and so different from anything else, and so vulnerable, that the smallest changes can bring up the biggest feelings.

Of course, the feelings that this brings up for you will probably be an opportunity for growth and even more intimacy. Your dream seems to say that you're afraid that T is going to take more time for his own life and leave you behind. That's a scary feeling. I hope you'll tell him about it, and take this chance for an even deeper relationship with him.