I was Iistening to the song Title And Registration by Death Cab For Cutie last night. Its kind of been the song I've been listening to a lot lately. The part that really stands out to me is the part that goes

But there's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone, it's like it wasn't there at all
And here I rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night

I don't know. It kinda reminds me of my transference T and how I couldn't be who I really was with her and it was just like this huge dissapointment at the end, but with my current therapist I can be who I really am and I don't have to hide stuff.

I don't know if I'm making sense at all. My transference T just said she couldn't help me because of my particular issues and I just felt like dissapointed and then regret that I got so involved with her to begin with.