So, from my previous post about my divorce I officially was told by my ex-wife that she is exclusively seeing someone. The reason why she told me is that our son overheard a conversation she had last night with her sister. She didn't want me to hear indirectly. What she did not know is that our oldest son (I have 2 boys) already told me weeks ago and I had my suspicion about it over 2 months ago.

I was told this by her at like 7:30 in the morning. (Not sure why you wanted to start my day off with this but fine.) I said that it's too fresh for me to hear that and I would like to stick with just talking about our youngest going forward, to which she agreed. Then went to state that she is going to hold off for "a while" introducing our son to this new person. A while her world could mean next week or tomorrow with the way she moved on so quickly.

After that b.s., arguing with my best friend about bs, and then having my son be called the "n-word" at school... I broke... I got teary-eyed and couldn't hold it all in anymore. I got in my car, put my face in my hands, and just... cried... Too damn much to deal with in one day...

Here's what's weird about all this. Once the day was over and I did some retail therapy (lol), I thought about what she told me this morning and I feel.... relieved... Why? Why does this make me feel better? Closure? Karma? What!? That part is tripping me up...