8 days and I don't have the energy to finish packing. Still no idea if the transfer will go through we have only 2 apartments opened now. I'm so scared. I really don't want to go but we can't stay here. My parents want us to give it another year but I have to look at what's best for all of us. My dad said a lot of things about how Miguel wont be able to compete for jobs because he couldn't find one here. They're being really pessimistic to everyone. They don't want us living there but it has everything we need except the weather. They want to pickup Miguel because they don't believe our car will make it. And they don't trust the post office to deliver our stuff properly. I'm scared, stressed, looking at changing my complete life for better and worse. But we need to do this at least temporarily but honestly I'm not going to want to pack up again and move cross country. I need support from the closest family and everyone is against it. Shouldn't they be happy we're trying to get out of poverty? to make big moves I need to go where their is a large support network. Things we want to do here just wont work if we stay.