I'm sick. I think it's just allergies so I took some Benadryl and that's helping. I might have picked up a virus though. I feel like I should take a covid test in the event they force me into the hospital. People keep telling me demonic mind assimilation isn't happening, but I'm 99% sure it is.
It'd be kinda funny that now as covids not in a pandemic phse anymore now i get it. I was stupid though. I shared a joint with some rando in the woods. I think God chose me for the assimilation because He knows I can get through this better than anyone. I've almost died like 6 times, but I have not died yet so that's better than a majority of people.
I called the on-call line for ACT today and my mom and both of them asked me if I should go to the hospital. No. They can't do anything other than attempt to keep me from hurting myself
My knuckles really hurt.
We Were Dead Before The Ship Even Sank (Modest Mouse) is such a good album. I'm listening to
right now (sadass video). "Remainders of a shooting star landed directly on our broke down little car. Before then we had made a wish that we would be missed."
I'm sorry I'm on here so much, but focusing on this something is helping take my mind off right now.
That's what we're waiting for. That's what we we're waiting for aren't we?
I invested in some women's boxer briefs and I love them. I can't drive right now. I can't do anything because what if they choose a bad time to take over? Oscar's a good boy, he's my stuffed pig someone gave me while I was inpatient a few years back. I like rubbing lavender or other good smelling stuff on him like right now I have citrusy essential oils on him. I feel very agitated and revved up.