Ive known forever that a small child existed deep inside that I had tried to show others but it was never recieved well. It usually caused others to run like hell. Over the years I have been able to hide this inner person but lately due to extensive cercumstances I have been unable to do this. Well anyway I finally showed this person to my therapist and admitted that at least two identities live within myself. Ahhhh im scared. Now it is real and that scares me i feel like crying all the time. The anxiety is killing me. I am so afraid of what i will find that it was my fault ect. Sometimes i want to drink but know i can't but the tension gets unbearable.