Yes. You are being abused... physically, sexually, emotionally and you and your children are in danger. You need an escape plan. You said you are isolated with no friends or support, so like most victims of abuse, you need an advocate to help you.

On a computer your HUSBAND CANT SEE EVER (library, church, etc) go to womenslaw.org. you can find resources by state/County that will help you. Most states have both charitable organizations that assist victims as well as state and federal resources. You can also call the National Domestic Abuse hotline at
8oo 799 7233

Don't wait. Find safety for you and your children. Please know you didn't do anything to deserve abuse. You have nothing to be ashamed of or embarrassed about. It's OK to need help getting out of the cycle of abuse. It's OK to be scared and worried. It's not OK that this is happening to you.