I am somewhat surprised, I made it through May, thought I had some very difficult times. I even made it without being in the hospital, which is a big thing for me. Though last night proved to try to make that not true. I dont' know if what I am dealing with is a part or what, but I had felt so compelled to go to this guy's house, whom I know is not good for me at all. So why? It is not a good thing when I go there and well I think what happens is I dissociate because there are times I just find myself there. I am just trying to stop that because I may end up getting hurt if I don't do something about it. Thank you all for your continued support and kind words. Thank you so much.

Jennifer