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Originally Posted by ~Christina
Hi hi hi !!
My guilty overbearing self hate has eased a bit so I’m forever grateful. It’s like trying to fight through a dark thick heavy cloud
Our weather has been much better I think
Snotty hot summer has ended for the year.
I’m worried about Steve. He’s been very tired lately. He does something daily but it wipes him out and he falls asleep practically as soon as he sits down. I am keeping a close eye on him.
The job search is just driving me crazy ! There’s a gas station in town that is needing help. Not an ideal job but I’m desperate af to bring in some money. I have to get bills caught up. My absolute last option is fast food. I worked at a fast food place in my teens and it just disgusts me. Just food everywhere. I know I’d slip back into anorexia. Anyway I’ll take most anything and if it sucks I can continue to look for something better.
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Nammu. Stop flip flopping and sleep LOL how’s your Mum ? Feeling any better ?
I gave Gus a bath and this is how he feelings toward me right now 
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Lol 😂 Gus is a character! Give him a scratch from me.
Took Sir in for his shots and they recommended dental exam but he’s eating fine and I don’t have hundreds of dollars for general anesthesia and not sure if at his age I should. He isn’t in any pain.
To be honest the car loan and the shrinkage of my savings has me in knots. Without the ambien my thoughts turn worried.
I know what you mean about keeping a close eye out. Mum’s got me worried. Between the depression, her eyes and her brother she’s pretty down. Just took her first Zoloft this morning so it will be awhile to see results.
You hang in there on the job front. If those people can’t see you’d be an asset they don’t deserve ya. But I hope it’s not in food service. Yuk.
