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Sep 25, 2022, 04:35 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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Originally Posted by ~Christina
Hi hi hi !!
My guilty overbearing self hate has eased a bit so I’m forever grateful. It’s like trying to fight through a dark thick heavy cloud
Our weather has been much better I think
Snotty hot summer has ended for the year.
I’m worried about Steve. He’s been very tired lately. He does something daily but it wipes him out and he falls asleep practically as soon as he sits down. I am keeping a close eye on him.
The job search is just driving me crazy ! There’s a gas station in town that is needing help. Not an ideal job but I’m desperate af to bring in some money. I have to get bills caught up. My absolute last option is fast food. I worked at a fast food place in my teens and it just disgusts me. Just food everywhere. I know I’d slip back into anorexia. Anyway I’ll take most anything and if it sucks I can continue to look for something better.
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Beth ????! Is your weather more tolerable ?! What has your Med Doctor been doing to help you ? Are you still seeing Mary ?
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Hi! I'm so, so happy to know you're feeling better. You are a rare breed, Christina. The world needs about 10 million more of people like you...angels on earth.
I'm sorry, however, to hear about Steve. Maybe the lovelier weather will give him a renewed energy. I sure hope so.
The gas station in town...I'm picturing an old-fashioned mom & pop gas station, the last one outta town. But I suppose I've seen too many movies. Whatever kind of gas station it is I think it beats fast foods, hands down. My only concern would be robbery if you're working at night.
My med dude has been mostly useless. He started out fresh and new and focused. He's now rushing through appointments, cut back his availability, and I won't be at all surprised if he leaves the clinic soon. I like him very much, but...we'll see.
I've done an immense amount of research about my GI problems and I HOPE and PRAY I have figured out why I've been so terribly unwell for nearly 2 months. Long story, but it all came down to Gabapentin.
Yes, I am seeing Mary and it's so helpful. She hasn't been taking much time off, so the consistency is immensely beneficial.
Our weather. We had almost 2 days of REAL rain! Oh, such a blessing! Now it's in the mid-90's in the afternoon, yuck. The evenings are gorgeous, cool and breezy. I'm tapping my fingers, waiting for the 70's to come.
Today is Rosh Hashana, the Jewish New Year. May you and Steve be blessed, my friend, with good health, peace, and prosperity. I'm sending you love, light, blessings, dear Christina! 
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Last edited by *Beth*; Sep 25, 2022 at 05:49 PM.
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