Hi hi hi !!

My guilty overbearing self hate has eased a bit so I’m forever grateful. It’s like trying to fight through a dark thick heavy cloud

Our weather has been much better I think
Snotty hot summer has ended for the year.

I’m worried about Steve. He’s been very tired lately. He does something daily but it wipes him out and he falls asleep practically as soon as he sits down. I am keeping a close eye on him.

The job search is just driving me crazy ! There’s a gas station in town that is needing help. Not an ideal job but I’m desperate af to bring in some money. I have to get bills caught up. My absolute last option is fast food. I worked at a fast food place in my teens and it just disgusts me. Just food everywhere. I know I’d slip back into anorexia. Anyway I’ll take most anything and if it sucks I can continue to look for something better.

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Soupe ! I’m so sorry your struggle with such a horrible issue. Ugh it’s so hard to do anything. I hope it eases soon. White bread and rice are definitely the way to go.. feel better soon

Bluebird ! I’m very envious of your music and drawing I honestly have no useful hobbies LOL . Hope your getting decent sleep

Sunflower I’m so sorry your dealing with pain, glad it eased… as your doing just take good care of yourself. Enjoy your upcoming trip with M and all the things you have on your schedule.

Nammu. Stop flip flopping and sleep LOL how’s your Mum ? Feeling any better ?

Wild how are you doing ? How’s your back ?

Muddy Im sorry your struggling so hard. Keep putting one foot in front of the other

Beth ????! Is your weather more tolerable ?! What has your Med Doctor been doing to help you ? Are you still seeing Mary ?

I gave Gus a bath and this is how he feelings toward me right now



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