I feel concerned: my personality has changed, where I‘ve gone from wanting to fit in to not wanting to at all for a few weeks. I’ve made it pretty obvious that I want to isolate myself, and it was combined with the this idea I suddenly got one day where I decided to not care what others think or feel; and I’ve been really independent, driven. On the one hand it’s good that I‘m letting go of anxiety, but also I’ve turned into someone I’m not, ot‘d like my emotions are blunted, I’m usually way more interested in people pleasing. I’d this a normal bipolar thing for other people on here? I get mixed states usually, and this feels like one because I’ve had an increased, sudden desire to be true to myself and focus on myself and be isolated, which is out of character.
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