Dear @shakespeare47, Are you continuing your theater participation? Can you continue somewhere else? It must be really hard experiencing all of these insights, absorbing all of the game playing & disappointment. At the same time, underneath it all is probably a lot of insecurity (for maybe everyone) & wanting to be accepted & to belong. If you could find a different group where you could enjoy being involved in theater, having fun & feeling like family, that could be wonderful. Do you think that's possible?