My niece was born one oz below 9 pounds. And she was 3 weeks early. She is fine but she spent the night in the nicu because her blood sugar was high or low because of her size. Shes got an old fashioned name but they gave her an ok nickname. My nephews are planning on staying until Friday. I had virtual therapy today. Virtual therapy is so productive. I wish I liked it more. Although I don't think she had a bra on. We talked about the baby and how I wasn't feeling good yesterday. Then I talked about getting my state ID and the transphobia I dealt with. We got onto the subject about my eating habits. I mentioned my transference therapist and we talked about her for the first time. I didn't mention the transference or the email situation. But I did tell her that I got bad post op depression after my surgery and that my eating habits got out of control. I told her my therapist didn't specialize in eating disorders and I was switched to her because the guy before her didn't speciliaze in autism. My therapist got super pissed at that and said you shouldn't be labeled as your diagnoisis and she doesn't get these therapists who only work in one area and know nothing about other issues.

My therapist was a bit confused when I was talking about the other T and I know its because I didn't tell her everything and I didn't mention the transference or the email situation, but this therapist is different then the others and I don't want her to say I can't email her or think that I'm having transference with her too.

Anyways today I feel better. I just had some 24 hour cold thing yesterday. I quarantined all day and then I used a Vicks shower steamer last night and slept about 12 hours and I woke up feeling fine.