It seems like I've been hopping and busy lately in the past week or so. That's great because the busier I am the less I think about gloom and doom for myself.

Today I stumbled across an article online that gave me a little shot of hope. What I came across was that I could get into a program for financial help so that I can stay at where I am for a while. I don't know if it can happen. I'm planning on a trip in two and a half weeks from now and, in all honesty, I'm not looking forward to it. The reason for the trip is so I can scout out a new location to live. I dread the whole process of having to move.

I prefer to stay where I am, but many times I don't know why. It's nice where I am but there are some improvements that need to be made and I don't know if it will ever change. But moving to a new place is the unknown for me. Especially at a place where I don't anyone and I'd be there alone. And it would be a completely different kind of place than where I am now.