No please Griffe, not the answer, please write out your feelings, everything, anything to take your mind away from hurting yourself ... you ARE NOT worthless, no way never ..... please write, you write wso well, get those emotions out in a poem or just everything you are feeling right now.. Please dont hurt yourself. Noone wants you to do that .... write a story, something, anything to let your sorrow out, but not the knife .... holding you, Kerry xoxoxoxoxoxoxo