I have been dealing with DID for about four years now and i often wonder if i am just crazy and i wonder if i really have this different way of viewing things. my counselor say that i definately meet the criteria for DID but i don't want to believe her sometimes. I can hear some of the voices and sometimes i feel like i am not myself and i definately have memory problems but at times i am so ashamed at the possibilty that i have these other personalities living inside of me. i get so confused sometimes when one of them takes over and i don't know what is going on. i seem to know very little about how to deal with all of this properly. them memories i get are the worst and i often think that they are not real that it was just something i somehow made up you know. i also have trouble with bulemia and i used to cut but i haven't cut in a year the bulemia though has gotten worse. i just feel so lost like i am not even real like nothing is real anymore and i don't know how to get back to where i need to be. anybody got any ideas?