It's like the more he talks, the angrier I get and the more I lash out at him, accusing him of things. Yesterday he tried to claim he has "no one to talk to", even though I see him on FB instant messenger on and off all day long. You can see when someone is active on messenger - it tells you so. So he's lying. I tell him he's likely talking to single women, and he denies it. I don't believe for one second that he wouldn't immediately start trying to flirt and hook up with a single woman right now. We have an agreement that while we're living together, we won't date anyone. But I just do not trust him. Especially when he says he has no one to talk to, yet he's on Facebook messenger all day?!?

I have to back off and exit from all the drama. I cannot take it and it's just too much negative energy spent.

He leaves tomorrow for 5 days - YAY.

And today is my birthday - oh joy. I am trying to turn this into a good day for myself. I am going out tonight to celebrate with a girlfriend.