L, I'm just so overall sad right now. I keep finding nice things to think about instead, but then the sad barrels right on back. I guess this is normal and this too shall pass but right now I want to come in and lay on your couch and have a good cry, and you cover me with a blanket again. So much going on around the sadness that I've been dealing with since before this hit - stuff with the house, h's doctor appointments/health in general, my son moving away, work, etc. Thankful that I have C, the cbt stuff is helping, but it's not you. Nothing else is or ever will be, I suppose. Sigh.

I miss you.