I'm getting fearful of the future for all humanity. It doesn't help that i'm watching the news and prepper videos, and threats of doom and gloom ahead. I have no friends if I needed one, and very limited family, one is very far from me. I'm so lonely. As I get older without a partner I feel like my future is going to be bleak. I've always been ok with just a couple of friends, but I don't feel i have that. They are there, but it's always me that iniates a text or a call, so i know i'm not on their mind. I'm so anxious hearing about all the stuff that might happen soon, but i also believe hard, very hard times are coming.
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