Tonight I'm dozing off for about 20-40 minutes, waking up for an hour or so and then drifting off for another 20 minutes. I have a feeling I'll be more tired this way that i fI just stayed up.


I'm really hoping for some real sleep soon. I want to ask for some ambien. It usually only works a few days before stopping but it would help just to get those few days. My pdoc has been out with COVID though and I've had to bother her another about my clozaril renewal stuff. I'm not about to bug her again. I guess we'll see if politeness or desperation win. I don't see her until the 2nd week of November which is just too long for all this. I'm always scheduled for a monthly visit through the whole year in December. She didn't do it herself this time and somehow I wound up with a big gap between appointments. Given the breast cancer scary stuff that's not ideal. She'd said she might be able to get me in but after missing more than a week of work there's no way she'll get me in.

Hoping for lots of sleep for everyone here!