I could not fall asleep until late last night and the bed in the rental is so hard that my back hurts. I probably rolled in my sleep, plus Hubby's a heavy guy so likely created a hump on my side of the bed.

I can't go into specifics, but something extremely horrible has happened in my family. We are all frightened, beyond belief. Once even more is known I may offer to return to the US for a short bit, without Hubby, since someone would need to remain here and he's the obvious choice to stay. Plus, if welcomed, it'd be best with me alone. I already mentioned this possibility to my sister. If I do, I will need to make every possible effort to keep myself well enough not to add any burden, but just only serve to help and support.