I feel sad, like I do a lot these days. I have a headache. I miss T and I miss my nephew. I don't have a date when I'll next see either of them (due to my changing schedule). I am also hopeful. While none of these feel good, in fact they are all good (except for the headache). It's progress. Being able to miss people is new. If anything I used to have bouts of missing people, and it would push me into a state of emotional denial and flatness. This now is better, though it feels worse.