loveableball had many good suggestions as did others. I've dealt with procrastination and not knowing what I want to do
my whole life. I've done many crappy jobs just to get by. You do what you have to do ! I might have missed how old your are ,
because I know most youngsters today want to start at the top. A lot of kids get sucked into college and waste tons of money.
If your at a job you hate that much then QUIT ! There are a lot of apprenticeship jobs out there today. Many people don't want
to work anymore since Covid. As far as procrastination goes . There was a guy who couldn't get out of bed in the morning. He
studied this question for 30: years. He finally discovered the answer. He said , " the only way to get out of bed in the morning was
to get out of bed ".