<font color="purple">It's been a few sessions now, and the more I go, the more I feel like I don't belong. When I told my T that maybe it'd be a good idea to terminate because we aren't going anywere really, she said that when talking to me she was thinking the same thing. So, I left with pretty strong feelings that yeah, I'm going to terminate, and next session I'd tell her that...(becaue she's giving me the week to think it over)

BUT THEN

I was talking to my mom about it, and she asked if I still felt the same as I did before, and I told her that I feel more or less the same (there was a few things that did get better though) so then she decided to ask if maybe instead if I'm still feeling the same that she can get a better T or maybe the cognative-behavoiral therapy isn't right because there are alot of different types. Which, to my displeasure makes the situation a billion times more complex.

Is it T? Is it the right kind of therapy? Or maybe it's just a faze that I don't need anything for anyways and I'm just wasting time, money, and gas?

My next session is in 3 days and I can't come up with a decision now, I don't really want to go. </font>