Thank you all. Yes I will check with work about moving out of state. And yes, I’m anticipating a smear campaign. I also anticipate the great discard and him moving onto another woman very quickly.

Everything right now just feels painful. I think he’s already discarding me. He hasn’t texted all day - we have not messaged since yesterday. I finally blocked him on Facebook messenger because I saw him on it all day - probably talking to women is my guess.

Today I’ve felt lonely and depressed. I think I’m trauma bonded to him. I miss the good parts of him but I know logically it’s all a facade. And the bad far outweighs the good. I just feel very lonely.