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Oct 02, 2022, 08:27 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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Oh, @wildflowerchild25. I sense a lot of pain and even sadness in your post. And frustration. A heavy-hitter like Haldol is an intense burden to carry. In my mind Haldol is a med that is "SSDI" time. BUT it hardly sounds like it's giving you any benefit. Not only that - it sounds like it could cause TD that may be permanent. NO JOKE! The sexual side-effect is most definitely a deal-breaker. Again, very serious and nothing amusing about it.
I cannot imagine how on earth you're even walking into a second job when your first job is so exceedingly stressful. Being hit? Bitten? Slapped? Kicked? Abuse much??? 
I know what you mean about the clothes changing thing. It's annoying, for sure. For some reason, all the years I did ballet and modern dance changing clothes was...I don't know...grand, somehow. Elegant. But regular work-out clothes are, to me, a reminder of hard work ahead. That I don't necessarily want to push myself to do. I'm sorry, I don't mean to sound discouraging. I'm just sharing my own feeling. Something excellent about skating is that in general, I don't have to change my clothes to skate. I do have to wear protective gear, though. Ah, well. Were it not for gaining weight from damned Seroquel I'd still be happily, peacefully, in the dance studio.
Yes. The time flies when children are growing up. I knew that when mine were I did cherish every moment with them. But it still flew by. My son will be 34 tomorrow. I live between the wonderful memories of "what was" and the "I hope I'll be here to see his 50th birthday...or more."
It sounds like CR had a terrific time on the shore! That's what counts - today. This moment. This breath.
I'm sending you love. 
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