(((((((((((Kaika)))))))))))))

All I can say is bring your questions to your T at the next appt, and if that means at the end of the session that your therapeutic relationship is over... then that's okay. If you think you've made a mistake, you could also always go back (I'd imagine).

Not all T's are a right fit... and sometimes we don't realize that until later. And sometimes we realize we terminated because of our own issues and not because something was wrong with the relationship...

All of that is OKAY. Therapy is all about being a learning experience.