I have been with my boyfriend for 2 1/2 years and I love him more than anything but he has lately been going to porn websites when I am at work and even when I am in bed. It seems to be consuming his whole life. I even caught him talking to an old girlfriend. I think he is cheating on me but I am not sure. Even if he is not cheating why does he go to these websites?? He tells me I am perfect and all he will ever want and need so why does he need to look at other girls? I use to have really high self-esteem but not anymore, now I feel like I am not good enough. I can never stop thinking about it. It is driving me crazy. I need help! I am only 21 years old and don't want to spend the rest of my life like this! Some one please help me