I think I have a fear of abandonment. I’m anxious about him trying to connect with other women while we’re still living under the same roof. We agreed not to date, but I see him on Facebook messenger all day and wonder what he’s up to on there and if he’s trying to connect t with single women. It’s making me anxious. I don’t need to be hurt any more than I have been. Narcissists are notorious for discarding and immediately replacing. I have a fear of this. I’m alone and am dealing with the emotions of the breakup. If he’s already moving on it’s not only deceitful but it’s just plain wrong and hurtful.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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