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Old Oct 04, 2022, 06:39 AM
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Originally Posted by RollercoasterLover View Post
Thanks for the info about messenger. I think blocking him as a means of protecting yourself is a good choice. I get that there are some things you will need to communicate about until some things are resolved/finalized. I think limiting the communication channel is your best option.

You have a few more days of peace and quiet. I hope you take some time to relax and take care 9f yourself. Do something that brings you peace or joy.
Yes, protecting myself is what I must do now. He can message me on my cell phone and that's it.

I am trying to enjoy this time without him, but I feel very tense in knowing that in a few days, he returns and I have to deal with him.

My anxiety is through the roof right now, and I don't quite understand it.

Maybe I am worried that he can destroy me. Right now, I'm in rather good shape, relatively speaking, but if he instigates a smear campaign OR gets with a woman and breaks our agreement, I worry what that will do to me. It's probably why I am SO anxious these days.
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