Sweetie you are not a whiner, you are not weak for crying .... that makes you a MAN in my opinion. Real men cry .... you are not worthless, you are not stupid, you are hurting. Please please, if you are feeling really bad do as Muffy says and see a doc or ER.... sometimes it feels so useless when all we want to do is protect you and let you know we care ..... sometimes i hate distance ..... hugs hugs hugs and more hugs to you....

(((((((((((((((((((((Griffe)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

love you sweetie Jin xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxo