Yep,A whole manuscript. My life in fact looks like out of some Hollywood movie,Mystery,suspense, horror,violence, gore and really unbelievable just like a fiction. And the element of miracle too because I am alive.I survived all that.That is the miracle.When I ruminate I always wonder how did I survive all that? On the outside I am this productive, beautiful, energetic person.But inside?I am a shattered, broken and grief stricken person inside.No one has a clue about that.And I won't be able to tell anybody about what all I went through.Its just that unbelievable. Thus I got rid of my writings.
Only people who have gone through such experiences will understand. Now if you were to tell someone what you are going through,they may not get it.Here people get it.Many have gone through similar experiences. We understand each other.Hugs