I feel like an as*. I jumped all over him yesterday, letting out my anger on him, telling him I don't believe anything he tells me, and then finally blocked him. He's trying to be all nicey nice and pretend like he's all innocent, downplaying all the fights he picked with me AND the insults.

I already know that the less contact the better. He returns tomorrow night from California. I am anticipating that the next few weeks of living with him is going to be a nightmare. I have no other place to camp out for three weeks. I am really in for a helluva ride the next coming weeks. This is going to royally suck.

How am I going to survive this next period of time???