I'm doing good today. My anxiety is low. I slept well last night but struggled waking up at 6AM which is not normal for me. Waking up at that time, or having a hard time waking up. At 6:30 I went and grabbed a 20oz Mountain Dew from the fridge and chugged it. Then I felt better. I've been doing my weekly shopping today. I got out of the house with no anxiety. No weird looks from anyone or anything. I had my mom take a few pictures of me without my hoodie on this morning and she said I kinda look too skinny. I have no idea what to do when half the time its my meds that are making me not hungry. We got Red Robin for dinner last night and I ate half my burger, my fries, and a couple of my onion rings. But its like I'm not very hungry even when I want to be. But my mom says its good I'm working with a therapist who knows this stuff and doesn't get mad at me for it the way my transference T did.

My moods are stable today although I'm still not sure what the hematrcrit will look like when I get my lab work done. I know the tiredness is unsuaul and I have the itchness too. I didn't cut off a tag to a hoodie and my mom said she was suprised it wasn't itching me. It probably was but since I'm just so itchy in general I just didn't notice it.