Feeling a bit gloomy again. I have a trip coming up next week and have anxiety about it. Lately it's been foggy early in the morning and I hope that doesn't happen on the day I leave. The flights are grounded when it's foggy and that will mess things up for me if that happens. It is a long-distance trip.

I've been feeling down since I let my friend go. He was the only local friend I had. I miss him but not his antics, which have been many. Yet it seems like everything else is following suit as I feel more lonely and notice that my phone hardly rings. Even the scammers are not calling.