After all the "I'll be here for you no matter what. I won't do what all the other therapists did. I am super protective of you" ********, I got an email from her saying she's not going to be in the office after next week and won't be doing remote after November 17 and then won't know when she'll return. She gave me a refferal to another therapist. But its like I don't even know how I feel right now. I get her pregnancy was probably a suprise but I just feel so, let down I guess. I just thought she was differen't then all the other therapists I had. But I guess at the end of the day, its just a job and she gets paid too. I don't know if I want to do therapy anymore though since its getting harder and harder to trust them.