I was anxious this morning from the caffeine I had. My anxiety has just been rough in general since yesterday afternoon. Also I'm heading into my SAD. My mom and I took a small road trip. I got a Calvin Klein winter coat and a North Face jacket thing at Platos Closet. I got a couple looks from people today but they were not weird looks, they were almost like concerned looks or something. They didn't make me want to bolt out the door or anything though the way I normally want to when people look at me. They didn't make me feel uneasy. Anyways we picked up Mcdonalds for lunch and now I'm trying to figure out how I feel about my therapy situation. Right now I'm just kinda numb about it. I sent her a couple rant emails but I haven't gotten a reply. I have to see the dentist. I think I have a cavity. Also twice when I've leaned over my bed it feels like I'm getting a bloody nose but just a bunch of yellow stuff comes out instead. Yeah, with this fatigue and weight and food and mood issues I have to get that blood work done. I'll probably go tommorow morning.