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bizi · Oct 07, 2022, 07:41 PM

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Originally Posted by *Beth*

Let's see. This evening I made a Halloween wreath to hang on my door. It is made from all sorts of crookedy sticks and purple lights that blink and race, lots of them. And fat spiders are stuck on many of the lights so the spiders look lit-up purple. Then I strung some cob-webby stuff on the sticks and in the center. Some of the cob-web stuff I pulled away so it hangs down and floats around. Then I hung a few smaller plastic spiders on the hanging cob-web. A lot of movement. Hung it on the front door.

Tomorrow I'm going to hang plastic marigolds on my door around the wreath for Dia de los Muertos. Then, I have a lonnnggg strand of light up purple spiders to hang up somewhere. I'm thinking I'll string them inside, draped here and there. Then I can enjoy them and at night, in the evening I leave the curtain on one of my windows part-way open. So the purple spider lights will reflect out the window to complement the wreath on the door.

I am very pleased with my decorations.

There are a couple of people I'd like to bite with my vampire teeth, but I wouldn't care for the taste of their bitter flesh

Today I was working online with our book business. We've been doing that business for 14 years this month. All of a sudden I had a thought about all the pets and people I've lost and all I will lose. I cried. It hurt like howling hell. Sooner or later there will no one at all who even tries to understand me, no one who even cares. It will all be over and the fight will be lost. This Tiger, in blazes.

I hate such thoughts.

( @bizi you are also a Tiger!)

Today I ran the a/c with the windows partly open. Doing that makes the perfect temperature. A fake 72 degrees. Pathetic.

Oh love, sweet love.

I thought I was a goat????
bizi