A lot of what you say resonates with me @Forest33. I have never felt like anyone in my family of origin understands me. Also, some people just don't want to learn about mental illness, and there's no way to force them too. I have also seen a lot of uncaring people in my life. I am a very empathetic person, so I find it painful to see others in pain because of callous attitudes. I do volunteer to help a bit, but I am trying to learn that I can't save the whole world.