And now he’s playing the pity me role. It’s almost pulling on my guilt strings, which I’m sure is his intention. He wants me to feel bad. He’s moving some of his belongings today. I refuse to give into his pity me tactics. He’s done this to himself and has only himself to blame.
And what’s nuts is if he hadn’t fought with me for an entire month and if he hadn’t severely insulted and gaslighted me, I probably would be continuing in the relationship. It would have ended eventually. But I know in my heart and mind - he had insulted me for the very last time. I will not feel bad for him. I do pity him though. It’s truly pathetic. He’s pathetic,
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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