eg, I'm sorry you found yourself in a bad way on Tues and almost checked yourself in the hospital. I too think my meds aren't worth #*&@. If anything, I'm getting worse with time. I hope that phrase works for you. I'm sorry but it doesn't for me. Nothing is going to change how I feel right now. I'm just not lovable in the way that I want to give it and receive it. I thought I had a chance but it's gone now.