No, she was the first in-network person I called. There’s other ones around. I need a female though, the on that told me I had borderline was a man and I feel he was prejudiced against me because I am a woman and women often get stuck with the BPD label. Not that women don’t really have BPD but again, I’ve been in this game for a long time and I know the difference in symptoms.

I’m going to try the APN in the practice my old pdoc works at even though I’ll have to pay out of pocket. I don’t have it in me to call all these different pdocs right now.