willowtigger it's nice of you to want to help others by donating your body parts, and you certainly can do this in real life by becoming an organ donor when the time naturally occurs. In CA we can do this on our driver's license. Not sure where you live if it is the same.

But what is troubling to me willowtigger is how little you think of yourself. Right now you need these body parts. And they need you. You need them to function. No one is going to like you less because you are whole. People like you because you are kind. But the amount of beating yourself up verbally and referring to yourself in ways that suggest you think you are worthless is difficult for me at least to read. Because I care about you, as I am sure many others on this site do. I'd like to challenge you to think of three good things about you every day and write them in a journal so you could refer back to them. I'll even give you the first one: Willowtigger is a good friend.

Hang in there. You're okay here. No one is going to hurt you on purpose and you are a valued part of our community. HUGS Kit