What matters is YOU right now, {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Mary Alice}}}}}}}}}}}} = tis obvious that 'others' in your life have their own 'issues' (to say the least), and I'm so sorry that they hurt you, but don't take their crap on yourself, especially not right now. This is survival day to day right now, and whom you may or may not have 'disappointed' (blewee on that and them) is irrelevant, (but I know very hurtful) right now. We love you, {{{{{{{{{{Mary Alice}}}}}}}}}, and I sure hope little ((((((((Alex)))))))) starts to feel better soon!! XOXO!!

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT </font color=blue>