Thank you (((((((((Agony))))))))))))
I am sorry you went through this but I am happy for you that you are finding your way out. You have courage. Good!
I don't know how to deal with all this. Sometime I think I should just go away and other time I think I should give him another chance. Chance after chance. I don't know. I'm confuse with all this. Life is so complicated. I think a lot. Is it him who is complicated or am I? Is it him who is making my life miserable or am I doing this myself? Do I want too much?