I saw L's H at the office today and it really upset .e for several reasons. 1. Seeing what he looked like was not on my terms. 2. He was at my safe place. 3. I'm jealous of him and the time he gets with L.

But the worst part is that L played coy at first. She said things like "If that's my H" or "Someone else could be driving my car". Then she said she didn't realize that I knew her car which I have said many times I do. She finally told me it was her H.

I'm crushed. I feel like L lied to me. At the very least, she wasn't open. I mean, denying that's your H? I feel like she betrayed my trust.

I want to talk to J about it, but I don't know if that's appropriate. I can't really talk to L because technically she's not back from her vacation until Tuesday.

I'm upset.